Transformed: The Power of God's Word and God's People in One Woman's Journey Through Gender Confusion, Reassignment Surgery, and Detransitioning

Author:   Kyla Gillespie ,  Robert S Smith
Publisher:   B&H Books
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9798384529736


Pages:   224
Publication Date:   17 March 2026
Format:   Paperback
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Transformed: The Power of God's Word and God's People in One Woman's Journey Through Gender Confusion, Reassignment Surgery, and Detransitioning


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If you're wondering if God is still working in this world through his Word, his Son, and his Church to transform lives, heal wounds, clarify confusion, and change futures, look no further than Kyla Gillespie. Kyla is a Canadian-born biological female who realized at a young age that she was drastically different from other girls. The teen years proved particularly difficult as she navigated a broken family, a passion for hockey, taking her first drink, and a struggle with gender dysphoria and same-sex attraction--all while wondering what it might mean to follow Christ. Ultimately, her confusion through gender and sexuality led her to surgically transition from female to male by the age of 31. During the years she changed her name to Brycen, Kyla found herself in even more confusion as she relentlessly grappled with questions many others ask: Can I choose my path, and simply include God in it? Does God make mistakes? Can I follow Christ, and choose my own sexuality and gender? Does choosing Jesus make the pain go away? What does he expect from me? Does God's original design for gender and sexuality matter in modern times? In this gripping memoir, Kyla shares her own lived experience of encountering the Scriptures and the Church in ways that made all the difference as she wrestled with these questions. By the power of Jesus working though his Word and His people who sacrificially walked beside her through the twists and turns of the journey, Kyla now testifies that she's been TransFormed--not only in her transition from the kingdom of darkness into the kingdom of light, but also in the transition back into her God-given gender. Now an international speaker and founder of Renewed & Transformed ministries, Kyla's highest hope is that God might use her story to reveal He is big enough, good enough, and smart enough to guide any struggler--and that life in Christ is worth every moment of the struggle. ""May others who find themselves in my shoes earnestly consider Christ who is worth it no matter the cost,"" she declares, ""and may the Church be there to love and disciple them like it did me. If anyone wonders if transformation and freedom is possible, here is my account of God's redemptive and glorious work through his Word and his people.""

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Author:   Kyla Gillespie ,  Robert S Smith
Publisher:   B&H Books
Imprint:   B&H Books
Dimensions:   Width: 14.30cm , Height: 1.60cm , Length: 21.50cm
Weight:   0.236kg
ISBN:  

9798384529736


Pages:   224
Publication Date:   17 March 2026
Audience:   General/trade ,  General
Format:   Paperback
Publisher's Status:   Active
Availability:   Available To Order   Availability explained
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""We are told in Scripture that we 'will overcome by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our testimony.' Unfortunately, when it comes to the topics of sexuality and gender identity, too often testimonies are buried. The truth is that Jesus sets people free! (Praise the Lord!) But then, too often those people try to just move on and forget the past. This tragically leaves broken and burdened hearts feeling alone and without hope. What Kyla has done here in TransFormed is an act of love. She has vulnerably displayed the details of her past here for the sake of any man or woman who needs to know about the restoring, overcoming work of the Holy Spirit that is available in any life that is surrendered to the Lord. Everyone has a story. I'm so grateful that Kyla is willing to share hers."" -- Bonnie Pue, co-founder of The Union Movement Author of Awkward: Gospel-Centred Conversations About Sex and Culture ""I am constantly encouraged by Kyla's devotion to Jesus--by her trust in his promises and her faithfulness in following his lead in her story through gender identity and sexual confusion. It has been a precious privilege for me to have been given a front-row seat in Kyla's writing of this book, being sent each chapter as she produced it--a process that often left me hungry with anticipation to see what God would do next. Moreover, despite thinking I knew her story fairly well, I learned so much in the process--not only about the twists and turns, ups and downs of Kyla's life-journey but about God's patient and persevering mercies, the tenderness of his love for lost sheep, and the role he calls his people to play in bringing back those who have strayed, binding up the injured, and strengthening the weak (Ezek. 34:16). Her story is yet another chance we have to listen well to another believer's account of the wondrous ways in which the Lord has sought them, saved them, restored them, and reestablished them. In doing so, we are not only moved to give thanks for what the Lord has done for them, but we are shown his character and reminded of all that he has done, is doing, and will do for us."" -- Robert S. Smith Sydney Missionary & Bible College, Author of The Body God Gives ""As I read Kyla's story, one thought flooded my heart: the depth of her pain was no match for the depth of God's grace. This book is tender, honest, and overflowing with hope for people struggling with gender dysphoria. Her story proves that with God's Spirit, God's Gospel, and God's people, any person can receive God's love and experience transformation. Read this beautiful book."" -- Derwin L. Gray Author of It's Time To Heal: Four God-Given Steps to Restore What Life Has Shattered ""Kyla's story is told with vulnerability and courage, shaped by a trust in God forged through costly experience. Its ultimate focus is not her life, but what her life points to: the transforming love of Jesus Christ."" -- Rachel Gilson Author of Born Again This Way ""As Kyla's pastor, I can testify to the fact that Jesus is alive and still transforming lives. Kyla's story powerfully reflects that truth. In TransFormed, readers witness God's grace at work in someone who wrestles honestly with gender identity, same-sex attraction, and what it means to love God in it all. Whether you are wrestling with the same questions that Kyla personally wrestled with, or you love someone else who does, or you simply need a fresh reminder that God still saves and meets us right in the middle of our toughest struggles, this book is a must-read."" -- BJ Chursinoff Pastor, Gospel City Church


Author Information

Kyla Gillespie is the founder of Renewed & Transformed Ministries. Kyla is a podcaster and an international speaker inspired to share her own experiences with same-sex attraction and gender dysphoria so that others might encounter Christ and experience his power and hope in their lives. She lives in Greater Vancouver, BC, where she is an active member of Gospel City Church.

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