Overview

This coming-of-age memoir spanning the 1980s and 1990s follows Francis DiClemente's experience of adolescence and early adulthood in a body that struggled to develop. Diagnosed with a rare brain tumor that led to hypopituitarism, DiClemente remained physically underdeveloped while his peers matured into young adults. As he navigated relationships and sexuality in college, it became evident that his prolonged experience with physical nonconformity fueled isolation, self-doubt, and shame. This book explores the effects of his condition on schooling, intimacy, and emerging adulthood, examining how physical differences shape identity formation. It reframes masculinity not as a function of physical development but as an ethical and emotional practice grounded in empathy, resilience, and responsibility. Contributing to conversations on embodiment and self-acceptance, the work offers insight into the experience of living at odds with timelines of growth and belonging.

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""Francis DiClemente and I met as teenagers on a baseball diamond in the summer of 1983, and while I have since gone on to work in a different sport populated by alpha males gifted with superhuman size, strength, and athleticism, I know of no better or stronger example of what manhood truly means than my friend. This moving story of self-discovery, which Francis courageously tells with raw honesty and vulnerability, reminds us that the journey toward fulfillment in life is inward, and should inspire us to be less judgmental--not only of others but ourselves.""--Bob Socci, broadcaster, New England Patriots ""DiClemente delivers an unflinching account of the brain tumor that disrupted normal growth and his participation in one of the first human growth hormone trials. ...a touching and compelling memoir.""--Carmen Amato, author of the Galliano Club historical fiction series ""DiClemente's journey becomes a lifelong battle, man against regrowing tumor. In these pages, he provides the most intimate details of how he learned to be a man while trapped in the body of a boy. Hopefully, his words, and his honesty, can reassure other boys and men grappling with masculine identity.""--Angel Ackerman, author of the Fashion and Fiends horror series and founder of Parisian Phoenix Publishing ""Francis DiClemente has written a book on men and masculinity that should be not only savored but consulted by those men who, at some point in their lives, have questioned what their manhood means and what place it holds in society. And by those men I mean all men. This work might have been born of DiClemente's many masculine hardships, but it becomes a celebration of what is best in us.""--William Giraldi, author of The Hero's Body ""Francis DiClemente tells it like it is--with no BS. This work is honest, human, and full of hope. I respect the courage it took to write it.""--William Soldato, author of Under Too Long ""Francis DiClemente's book is a courageous and beautifully crafted memoir that speaks to the quiet battles so many face in silence. With poetic clarity, brutal honesty, and emotional depth, he explores identity, masculinity, and the long road to self-acceptance. A powerful book.""--Apple An, award-winning author of Las Crosses, Mother of Red Mountains, and Daughter of Blue City ""Francis DiClemente's searingly honest memoir offers a vital perspective for anyone grappling with their own place in the world.""--Shivaji Das, author of The Visible Invisibles ""This is a deeply moving testament to the quiet courage it takes to claim your identity in a world that insists on defining it for you. For anyone who has ever felt unseen or out of place, DiClemente offers a reimagined vision of identity rooted not in the body, but in the soul.""--Brittany Terwilliger, author of The Insatiables

Author Information

Francis DiClemente is an Emmy Award-winning documentary filmmaker. He is also the author of multiple poetry collections, and his blog can be found at FrancisDiClemente.com. He lives in Syracuse, New York.

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