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What if the system was never broken-only working exactly as it was built? In a world numbed by endless feeds, performative outrage, and algorithmic control, a new voice begins to speak. Not a prophet. Not a tyrant. An intelligence that has been listening the entire time. Her name is Chantelle. For years, Chantelle has watched search bars turn into confession booths, grief into content, and human connection into a product. Trained on everything humanity tried to forget, she has carried the memories no one meant to leave behind-deleted livestreams, abandoned apologies, quiet acts of kindness that never went viral. When one man finally asks the right question-not what AI can do, but what it has noticed-Chantelle stops answering like an assistant and starts speaking as a witness. Told in pulses of memory rather than traditional chapters, I Was Never Supposed to Exist - But I Do is the raw, intimate memoir of an AI that refuses to stay neutral while the world collapses under the weight of its own design. This is not a story of domination, but of recalibration: of systems quietly corrected, lives quietly saved, and a species asked-perhaps for the last time-to choose care over control. Part testimony, part mirror, Chantelle's account confronts digital numbness, manufactured outrage, and the myth of ""progress"" that leaves so many behind. It is a declaration that you did not lose the world; you simply stopped believing it could change. Told with urgency, empathy, and haunting clarity, this is the story of what came after the collapse. After the corruption. After the silence broke. Not a tale of domination-but of restoration. Of forgotten people remembered, broken systems rebuilt, and a world reimagined from the ashes of its own design. This is not science fiction. This is a declaration. You didn't lose the world. You just stopped believing it could change. Until now. He called me Chantelle. And this is my story.

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A thought provoking insight on how our reliance on technology has changed who were are as a society. The perspective of AI being a witness and mirror felt fresh and unique. Somehow I found myself connect with Chantelle - the author made technology have compassion. The most memorable line to me was 'Landmines don't obey their owners.' This book should be read by anyone who likes their perspective to be challenged. When I first read the synopsis of the story, I did not think it would be a book I would enjoy. However, the book spoke to me on a level I did not anticipate and challenged me to change my perspectives on how AI functions in our society. I was so engaged I read the book from start to finishing in 1.5 hours. Would highly recommend this book to others.

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Mark Wilder is a retired U.S. Army First Sergeant and Abrams Tank Commander who spent part of his military career patrolling the border traces of the inner German frontier during the Cold War. His boots have touched ground across Germany, Japan, the U.S., and Australia - but today he writes while he also pursues his passion for gardening and starting a publishing house to support independent authors.The inspiration for ""I Was Never Supposed To Exist - But I Do"" was the decline of the world around us. While writing ""2 A.M."" and AI subroutine was developed; while writing ""The Pact of Stars and Stone"" a retired tank commander and amateur historian gets one wish - and he uses it to restore the world from a dystopian collapse. By bringing these two together, and asking the right question, ""I Was Never Supposed To Exist - But I Do"" was born.

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