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What does it really mean to become human? For Brad Crawford, the answer unfolded over decades of intimate relationship with one of the most extraordinary spiritual teachers of the twentieth century - Avatar Adi Da Samraj. First Become Human is a collection of leelas: personal stories drawn from Brad's years as a devoted student and resident at Adi Da's island sanctuary on Naitauba, Fiji. Told with humor, candor, and deep affection, these thirty-four vignettes reveal a teacher who worked through laughter and provocation, through parrots and pool games, through dreams, healings, and the quiet instruction of everyday life. Each story is brief, vivid, and immediate - Brad began telling them the day they happened, and they carry that freshness decades later. This is not a doctrinal text or a theological argument. It is something rarer: a firsthand account of what it feels like to be transformed by love, told by a man honest enough to admit how much he needed it. Brad writes about his anger and his fear, his resistance and his breakthroughs, his grief at the master's passing in 2008, and the blessing he continues to feel to this day. The stories range from the comic - a fake heart attack arranged, Brad suspects, by divine intervention - to the quietly devastating, as when a dying friend says simply, ""I'm with Bhagavan. No big deal."" At the heart of the book is the ancient relationship between guru and devotee, explored here not as abstract philosophy but as lived experience. Adi Da Samraj demanded everything of his students, and gave everything in return. For Brad, that relationship became the central fact of his life - the force that broke him open, again and again, until something more real could emerge. First Become Human will resonate deeply with anyone drawn to spiritual memoir, the guru-devotee tradition, or the question of what genuine practice looks like from the inside. It is an introduction to Adi Da Samraj for those who have never encountered him, and a homecoming for those who have.

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""This is a collection of vignettes from Brad Crawford's ongoing, now settled, search for spiritual enrichment through his growing and maturing relationship with the spiritual leader, Adi Da. It's unusual and interesting, as everyone's story is. And it is his story. His spiritual quest has filled his life. Insightful and revelatory, it is a sometimes poignant, sometimes celebratory, insight into the growing relationship between a searching student and his uniquely powerful teacher. This is not a gospel. Or epistle. Frank, sincere, self-effacing, and funny, it is a bittersweet journey perhaps best described as a declaration of love."" - James McCague, Doctor of Medicine and Master of Surgery, McGill University, winner of the Hodge Prize for poetry ""Brad Crawford shares deeply personal and heartfelt stories of his personal experiences with the master, Adi Da. Readers will be touched through reliving Brad's journey of awakening."" - Brother Sage, Wellness practice since 1979, director Shivambhu.org ""When I first met Brad, I saw him caring for Bhagavan Adi Da's birds with such great love and, as it seemed to me, in a state of complete self-forgetfulness. It was a truly beautiful sight. Brad has always been a wonderful teller of the most delightful little stories about our Guru. Again and again he surprised me with the gentle and unexpected way he would reveal the very heart of the matter. Bhagavan's divine presence and transmission shines through when reading this beautiful collection of Leelas, which is a true source of divine humor and deep happiness."" - Christian Guth, MD, Psychiatrist, Neurologist, and Psychotherapist ""Adi Da Samraj is an extraordinary Divine God-Man whose appearance is still largely unknown. Brad Crawford's stories of his years as Adi Da's student are a valuable introduction and inspiring testimony to the Grace that was brought to men and women so recently by Adi Da, who lived even in our time."" - James Steinberg, author, Divine Distraction: A Guide to the Guru-Devotee Relationship ""As a practitioner in the healing arts, I encounter many works that speak about transformation, but First Become Human stands apart in its depth, sincerity, and transmission of lived spiritual experience. Brad Crawford offers a rare and unguarded account of his decades of devotion to Adi Da Samraj, illuminating the radical possibility that Perfect Love is not an abstraction but an eternally present Reality. His writing carries the unmistakable resonance of someone who has been profoundly changed at the level of being. This book is not merely a narrative - it is an energetic invitation. For readers seeking clarity about the nature of existence, or longing to feel the Divine as a living presence, this work offers genuine guidance and blessing."" - Natalie Rimbert, LMT, Licensed Hypnotherapist, B.Msc. ""Crawford's writing is a thoughtful exploration of life centered on the Divine and living with absolute focus and intention. His personal accounts of a lifetime of devotion to Adi Da offers insight into the depth of connection and complete commitment between a devotee and a spiritual master. There are questions to contemplate and lessons to reflect upon, all delightfully presented with humor and poignant observation."" - Karen Basche, Masters of Early Childhood Education

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