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It's December 19, 2023, and eighteen years ago on this very day, I woke up from a nightmare that was my reality. That morning, I was admitted to a psych ward where I was involuntarily admitted for nine days. I was thirty-six, and my then-fourteen-year-old son had a long-standing relationship between himself and his triangle: me, his father, and his nana (my mother). On December 18, 2005, the manipulation came to a head, and the altercation my son and I had led to me telling him to leave-to live with his father or nana-and that he would never live with me again. My son was more than happy to do so being that he was a teenager. He moved in with his nana, who let him quit school, smoke cigarettes, and do whatever he pleased. It was a no-brainer for my son. The incident and all that led up to this moment put me in a bad place, and I quickly spiraled down the rabbit hole using alcohol and pills to escape. Too much of everything that day led to my breakdown. I don't regret anything. Yes, it was a long road back, but it had been a long, strange trip even before this incident. I come from a dysfunctional family from the start and have run away my entire life. My tours with the Grateful Dead in my late teens gifted me the beginnings to my insight to the Law of Attraction, manifestation, and the magical life I live today. I've searched for love my entire life, and I married for love at age twenty-one. Yes, it was a shotgun wedding, but I was in love. I turned twenty-two, and two days later, my son was born. My world changed. I had a baby to love. The marriage lasted four years because I was smart enough to get out of a bad situation. I divorced, went to college, and became a paralegal. I was independent and happy. Life was good...for a decade. When I was released from the institution, I had to build myself back up like a phoenix from the ground. Eighteen years have passed since then, and I'm here to share the thoughts I've collected from my real-life diaries that can influence you to change your paradigm, lift your spirits, awaken your divine higher self, and help you, remind you, or maintain you on this long, strange trip we call life.

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My name is Ren�e Tattoli, I believe we all need a lift in life from time to time. I love to lift people up every day. I have always been a girl who loves love. I love to read, write, research, and have worked as a paralegal for fifteen years. Since 1990, I have written characters and started several novels, that are yet to be finished because, I'm always drawn to working on this collection of thoughts that became my thoughts from my diaries to sanity.The wow factor here is that I signed this publishing agreement eighteen years to the exact date that I had my breakdown. That is full circle, manifesting magic right there!I've been journaling for thirty-five years, and when I needed to work on my sanity, I began writing this collection of my thoughts from my journals because I wanted to rebuild my hope, love, and divine energy. My mission now is to teach people how to open their eyes, minds and manifest their reality because I did that very thing, and it was magical. That doesn't mean every day is wonderful. It means that with practice and the right mind and beliefs, you can attract the experiences you desire. Your intent will manifest into your reality. I am blessed to have these gifts of healing and teaching, and I am grateful for this opportunity to share them with you, dear reader. I have always been an avid reader, such as books by Alice Hoffman, Judy Blume, and Freida McFadden being a few of my all-time favorite fiction authors. I love quotes, and while I particularly love Audrey Hepburn, I have added here many divine quotes from many people that ring true and have classic meanings. You, dear soul, are in for a mind-awakening experience. I hope to leave you inspired.

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