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The first version was me and chaos and horror. The book happened on its own accord, with my mind somewhere else. I assume it was sleepwalking, while typing in a fog the story of my sister Luda. In that story there were evil husband Borisov and an innocent Luda. I don't see it like this any longer. I don't think she saw it like this either. She was smart, sharp, happy, devoted and she was trouble, somewhat cruel, and asleep. We all are to some degree. And so one more time, with an apology for the lost words and enchanted English I am to go ahead and try to do it better. But one thing I can promise - it's not going to be perfect. Not fully edited, not perfect grammar should be expected out of me. I Am Who I Am, - pronounced God something perfect, while perfect should not exist. What is perfect? Something that doesn't change? That is complete? That smells like dead body. I don't know about God being perfect or not, but an answer I am who I am is. And for ever will be. As a child of God, I strongly assume I am, and so everyone else, in my calculation, this is the answer we should all adapt and just go ahead and stop apologizing for who we are. Shhhhhh! No screaming. I know nothing. I am just blabbering. Like an enchanted, troubled, bruised Soul I walk around this life and have no idea who I am, what I am, where I came from and so on. And those who claim to know - just lying. Not that anything wrong with that. Do what ever that helps you survive this out of any proportion complex life. Just don't hurt anybody intentionally. And try to wake up so that you don't hurt anyone unintentionally either. Love others, yourself. Some day. For now it's good enough to go ahead and learn step by step this lesson of immense complexity. Hard! F*g hard! No matter how hard it is to love another, to love yourself is almost impossible. Why? I have an answer to every question, but that doesn't mean even I believe in it. More, I assume it's nothing more but the way to survive in the middle

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